The Honesty Game
Alright it's not really a game. More like a moment of truth.
But I wish people wouldn't ask me to be honest even after I tell them that sometimes the truth will hurt.
I have this problem where I just don't like to lie.
Why is that a problem you ask?
Well sometimes people get hurt.
I can usually just get around the issue but when you ask for me to be honest then that is exactly what I have to do.
I try to do it as nicely as possible without too much pain knowing it's going to hurt either way.
I realize now it's time to show how much I love.
I will step back and give you space.
Stop showing all the things that say I love you but at the same time telling you the way I feel knowing you will hurt.
I do love you BUT I'm confused.
I'm way too confused to understand myself.
And you know how hard it is for me to lie if you look me in the eye and say be honest.
I hate the honesty game as I call it because someone always gets hurt.
I don't like to cause pain on anyone and for that I'm sorry.
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I am such a void, I have heard things this past month that I never imagined. I thought I had a perfect life. Lesson learned: we are all only human, even the ones we love and put on pedestals...
They say time heals all, but getting there sucks.
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